I had to post my song a bit late this week because as soon as I had the song ready to go, I discovered the copyright registration website was down for maintenance.

I don’t know if anyone would actually be interested in stealing my music, but because I’ve heard horror stories about such things, I’m making sure to register everything with the copyright office before I post it anywhere just to be safe. Technically speaking, you already own the copyright to any creative work as soon as you create it, but from what I understand more solid proof is often required in the event it actually comes down to suing someone.

I’m not registering each song individually, though, because that would cost too much money— there’s a $35 fee to register a single song, and a $55 fee to register a group of songs (to which there’s apparently no limit to the number of songs). So, partly in order to save money and partly as part of my strategy for this project, I’m trying to record the basics (i.e. with just voice and one instrument) of as many songs as I can, both so I can get them all copyrighted and so I can take more time to polish them.

I’ve also decided I’m going to try to get more feedback on songs before I consider them finished. I recently joined a songwriting forum where people have offered some very helpful feedback on the songs I already posted, so I’d like to take better advantage of that resource. To that end, I think I may be re-purposing my SoundCloud page for the purpose of posting “unfinished” songs for feedback.

Anyway, I’m not going to write too much here about my plans for the project. Honestly, there’s been so little response to it so far that I’m not sure if anyone cares (except my mom, of course). I sort of feel like I’m just throwing things out into the void. I suppose I should expect as much after neglecting blogging for so long, then suddenly reappearing to do this completely different thing that most of my old readers probably don’t relate to, even if they do still bother to check up on me.

I know it hasn’t been very long, but I’m beginning to think that something like this is probably not the best way to get recognized for my music. I still plan to stick with the project since I’ve committed to it, but I’m definitely thinking about other strategies that might be more effective.

In the meantime, here’s my song for this week! This is a children’s song I wrote for the summer camp of the kindergarten I work at. I actually did sing it with the kids at camp, and they all loved it! It was great fun. I’m going to post the YouTube video here so I can show you the artwork I did for it as well. I didn’t actually draw this for the song specifically, but for the certificate we gave the kids at the end of summer camp. This is why I love my job: I get paid to sing songs, draw pictures, and play with adorable children!

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I have come to realize something: My post last week was lazy.

I didn’t feel like it was lazy at the time, which was why I posted it. (For those who are just now joining the party: I decided to share an old song, recorded two years ago, for the second week of my 2015 Music Project in which I’m supposed to share “a new original song” every week. See this post if you’d like to hear that old song and/or read my reasons for posting it.)

To be fair, I was extremely tired last week and probably not thinking straight. And my intentions were in the right place, at least: I still think deciding to share that old song in the spirit of overcoming my perfectionist misgivings was a good idea. But I probably shouldn’t have shared it as part of this project.

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Because you see, the thing is, nobody does things like what I’m attempting to do. Everyone knows that even professional recording artists with all the resources disposable to them take months or even years to record an album of a dozen songs. Considering that, recording and releasing a song every week is kind of insane— especially when you’re just a regular person with a regular job.

I’m well aware that it’s insane, and I’m also well aware that people are not likely to expect much of this project. I mean really, who would expect a kindergarten teacher in a studio apartment in Japan to be able to make good music with one microphone, an electric piano, a ukulele and GarageBand (yes, that is literally my setup), and to do it every single week?

But it’s precisely because people won’t expect much that I have to consistently deliver with this thing. And if I can actually do it— if I can actually come out with a good song every week— I believe someone will have to notice. Because no one does this. That’s kind of the point.

You may wonder why it’s so important to me that people notice what I’m doing, and why I have to be so unconventional. You may think I’m vain for trying to draw attention to myself. But I believe in my music, and honestly it doesn’t even feel like it’s my music much of the time. I don’t mean to get all religious or New-Agey on you here, but it really does seem like God or the universe or the muse or some other mysterious force puts these songs into my head, and all my life that force has been telling me, “These songs are messages people need to hear, and it’s your job to transmit them.” I know that might sound a bit hokey, but it’s my best explanation for this unshakable feeling that I have to share these songs, as quickly as possible and with as many people as possible. It’s a feeling I’ve been pushing away for a long time, but with this project I’m finally embracing it.

I jumped impulsively into this project without really knowing how exactly I was going to do it, and it’s gotten off to a bit of a rough start. But this week’s song is one I’m really proud of.

In my last post I mentioned spending a lot of late nights working on music. The majority of that time was actually spent working on this particular song. Most of my songs don’t take so long to put together, but I knew this song needed a dynamic piano arrangement and I wanted to make sure to get it just right. It was a lot of painstaking work trying out different chords and rhythms and recording measure by measure at times, but I think it was worth it.

The song is called “My Way”, and I first got the idea for it when I was living in Taiwan in 2007. So this song has been floating around in my head for eight years, and I’m only just getting it out now. It’s about time, huh?

I don’t wanna shed one more tear for a lost dream

I wanna take each step with a purpose I can see

Every moment of each day, I wanna live my way

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